So, I've been talking with my grandmother about the house a lot the last couple days (I'm staying with her for mother's day) and, If I have this right, it just might be that maybe it will all work out. And that maybe, possibly, I should calm the fuck down about it all, and stop screaming "fire" until I get burned.

Damn my defensive mechanisms, and Damn the person who made me activate them.

BUT, all in all I am in a very good mood, and hopefull, even though its all very daunting when you think about it for too long. :)

Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah, who cares, Fuck you, blah blah blah. :)