And then there are the moments when you realize that it's all gone by so quickly, that you couldn't possibly have gotten it all the first time.

A car crash happens in an instant, but played in slow motion you realize that thousands of things happen in that split second. Glass buckles and exploads, metal ripples like waves, seatbelts clench, airbags deploy.. All in the blink of an eye. I've never actually seen a car crash in person, I've never been that fast.

In the end, I will probably think back and realize that I must have smelled the grass, or eaten a certain candy, or laid my head on naked breasts, but I wont be able to remember exactly what it was like. That's the way it is with me, I dont know about anyone else.