so ummm.. Yeah.

My sister tried to off herself the other day. Said she is tired of being stuck inside her own head.. well who isn't?

That's all I need now, another funeral to go to. Another eulogy to give.

And I have another interview for the 911 job in about 10 hours. I'm just going to stay up for it this time.

And some 5 year old who types with his elbows has taken to leaving capitalized death threats for me in my guestbook. Like I really give a shit. Piss in the wind all you want to little man, it makes no difference to me.

So, all in all I am feeling rather good about life and myself and my situation, however poor and hungry I am.

......Writing in this thing seems more and more pointless every time I do it.